You're thinking, 'But is it that deep?' Well yeah? It is. There's no time to write five paragraphs on ways to guide you through self-help bullshit, so instead I'll just keep writing about situations where you can relate.
It seems as though you have made a friend who wants to get closer and closer, but really all you're thinking is "get out of here".
You have a massive workload and you think you'd do it bit by bit, but you leave it to the last minute praying it'll sound good anyway.
You'll get that text after 56 days of staring at your phone and it will read 'I miss you', bitch are you kidding.
You soon realise maybe you are beginning to invest time in the wrong things, well then just change it?
BTW I ain't moaning about nothing, it's what I have seen around me that is making me agitated. Cannot stand being around pessimism, always negativity and people having to say shit about you. Keep talking though, I actually love it. I once (2012) walked past two people talking about me and I pretended I didn't hear a thing. Why pretend? There is no time to pretend about shit like that. Just simple rudeness is getting on my tata's, it's even more confusing when you're left in a place when you actually start to convince yourself 'maybe it's me?' get the fuck outta here, it ain't you. In a way, people who you associate yourself with, make you.
"Focus on you." - I need this tattooed on me..like on my eyelids or something.
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