But to seriously see how far you have come.
So, this was my "June-August" lets just say.Let me just give you a slice of what people said to me in these past few weeks...
"You are rude"
"You are defensive"
"I never talked about you"
"You are loud"
"I know you're sensitive"
"Our personalities clash"
"You're not the bigger person"
"I know you have a problem with me"
"Just do it right, what's wrong with you?"
"What's with the tattoo and you then?"
"Is your hair blonde or brown?"
"I've had a problem with you since November"
"Life is unfair"
So when I did share these comments with people they replied:
"Why do you let idiots get to you?"
"You are very enthusiastic"
"You're the pengest Pakistani I have met, no lie"
"Are you lonely?"
"Just get out of it man"
"Don't be weak, just wait and you'll come out stronger"
"People don't always mean what they say and say what they mean"
"You need to find people that make you happy"
"They don't need you"
It's just a bit crazy. To think I have vividly remembered every word said to me and to think people are so selfish to believe I will continue to communicate with them. Honey, we are in the world of social media, unfollow me all you want. Block me. Suck my left tit, or my right one, you know? You are free. I couldn't give a dogs bollocks. Why do people invest their time in being sour?
Have some jalebi and Kool-Aid, chill the fuck out and know that if you're someone who's said something negative to me I am laughing at you. I am loving every moment. Waking up early. Super fresh, rubbing Original Source on myself, smoking a zoot till I can see life through a Kanye "Heartless" video lens. I have people remind me that I am on my way to something. I am content.
So take me seriously or not, that's your problem. Invest that time you spend looking at others on yourself and see what you can achieve. That's all I wanted to say. Perhaps you can relate too.
Rant over, let me make love to this blueberry muffin real quick. X
(Don't take that in the wrong way pls.)
